TO YOU
It has been a while since I last wrote down my feelings. Not because I had moved on, healed, or forgotten, you know I am still in that process. Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. But it is a feeling I have learned I must live with. We are on different paths now, and instead of calling, texting, or holding onto hopes that may never be, I have chosen to deal with it this way. For now, this is the only way I know how to communicate with you. It has been a few weeks, maybe months. The last time I tried to speak with you, I came with the excuse of “checking up on you.” What a dumb lie, the truth is, I missed you. I had been holding myself back for so long, but at that moment, I could not anymore. Still, I understood your reaction, it was another dawning for me. I will not keep you with long stories. I just want to say I am sorry, sorry for letting you down. I understand now that words are powerful and should never be misused. And as much as words carry weight, actions are just as...